My thumb hurts

Ouch.

There's like a swollen line on my right thumb.

It hurts whenever I touch it.

I think it formed while I was washing my shoes.

Typing of which,

I washed 3 shoes.

1 pair and a half.

:)

I gained 2 kg.

By carrying a 5kg bag up 100 flights of stairs.

Ok fine, maybe I was stuffing myself with wanton noodles a few hours before. But I believe it had nothing to do with the 2kg!

I haven't finished my homework.

Not planning to finish it anyway.

Screw homework.

Look, I'm crying

You spread those rumours.
They're rumours.
Not true.
A lie.

You're my friend.
You helped them.
You're two-sided.
A fake.

You all believe her.
Because she's your friend.
You all don't believe me.
Because I'm not your friend.
But when have you ever given me an unbiased chance?

Don't worry.
I'll change.
Change back into the old me.
The me who kept everything inside.
After all, if I do that, no one will hate me anymore.
Except for myself.
After all, if I do that, no one will be "hurt" anymore.
Except for me.

But I'll do it.
I'll lie.
I'll swallow up my feelings.
After all, that's what everyone wants, right?
Just not me.

Seems like I'm alone on this one

I have to put on this mask.
This stupid smile.
Inside I'm hurting you know?

Damn everyone who hates me.
I don't care about you.
You're as important to me as an ant I'm about to crush.

I refuse to cry for you all.
I refuse.

Oh. My. Goodness.

He is a freak.
A weirdo.
Suffers from bipolar disorder.

He pisses me off.
He has no life.
He can only communicate through the comp.

You know who he is?

Oh god.

My stomach is doing backflips.

So unfair, my stomach is better at gymnastics than me.

Damn, must be something I ate.

Maybe it's the milk and spicy chicken wing and ice cream.

Or maybe it was the spicy fish with water and ice kachang.

I don't know.

All I know is that I put on another 1 kg!

Sad.

Fat.

Maybe I have to join the TAF club.

Or do I mean FAT club?

Nahh, that's just mean.

I haven't finished my homework.

Have you?

I'm fat.

Are you?

Signing off,

The Awesomeness.