Actual updates

So I just returned from hanging out with my Asian clique and holy shit my friend is so bloody rich wtf.

Ahaha  it was ridiculously fun. Played/ Failed ping pong and ate chocolate and played a fail game of truth or dare but culminated with Cheat which I did not win.

Also went to HSNCT but lol my school didn't qualify so I hitched a ride from a neighbouring school and it was fun.

I guess.

the answer in the back of the book
doesn't match mine

rejection

rejection
rejection
rejecion
rejection
rejcetion
rejection
rejection
rejection
rejection
rejec
titon
rejection

i want i want i want
no rejection

pcitures

should've spelt it right

should have been under it

shouldn't have jumped to the side

but i'm scared

you know

i am

i wish

{

you notice when my hair is curlier than usual;

these ulcers would heal;

the numbers would read smaller;

zero zero zero;

pictures were nicer;

}

i dreamt

i dreamt and i woke up looking behind me

i showered with my back pressed against cold tiles

i could feel someone

if (it wasn't just my subconscious)

if (a word was said when i paved the escape route)

if (a protest)

if (real)

joanna= happy;