Snapshot in Time

Well, I'm not actually supposed to be blogging but.
I've been doing rangeland research for the past 8 hours straight and I really can't take another journal about high resources and productivity of grazing.
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I feel like such a dumbass and right now I have a tangible presentar except it's littered with cuss words, horribly sarcastic and really really uncohesive.
But hey, at least I managed to write stuff out. Last night after 2 hours of trying to think of an amazing introduction my genius brain came up with "Hello my name is Joanna. Rangelands are" and then blanked out until about 30 mins ago.
I'm actually nervous because I don't want anyone to know how stupid I actually am (especially ... and ...) and I don't want to embarrass myself. With my amazing luck I'm last to go in the whole thing, so compared to everyone's amazing presentation mine will seem even shittier than it is.

I have to readjust to this whole "finish hw when you get home" thing. Recently I've been so tired and irritable and it's the honeymoon period of the school year. So bogged down with everything and I keep procrastinating.

Summary of my life so far.
Get home late. Get home tired. Too many commitments and I can't manage my time.
Psychotic teachers and classmates turning.
Welp that's prett much it.
And one good thing I got a pretty good score for social studies so yay!!!!!!!
But (as god loves me so) to balance it out I did really badly for chem test :|

Omg I feel like killing myself with all this rangelands shit I feel like a dumbass I don't understand anything and

And this is just the tryouts.

Busy busy

School is actually starting to pick up and recently I've been super crammed.
I get like 6 hours of sleep per day and that's including the bus rides to and fro my house and school
Without those I would have perhaps 2 hours of sleep
I have made some friends but I have no idea how I even made them
It's like one day it's super awk
And the next we're mates
Well yeah that sums up my life so far and if I have time I'll elaborate.
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Seems like I always speak too soon

So my new study hall is pretty great too.

Tomorrow will be my new schedule without that amazing period.

I know I make it seem like a big deal (IT IS) and I sound stupid.

But it's study hall period D!

Here we go

The transition from that sheltered autocosm of childhood to the HIV positive tipped blood on the knives and daggers of adulthood.

Sigh.

I had to give up a class that I freaking LOVE today, so I have the chance to take AP next year.
I swear if I peh peh peh can't take AP next year I will bash a table on someone and then kick myself to death.

I loved that class it had smart people who were so nice and chill and were teaching me cubic equations!
Bahhhhhhhh

This better be worth it

Okay so I was a little rash

School is becoming really, really fun.
Since that kind of sums everything, I shall elaborate unnecessarily about ALL of my periods.

English:
My teacher is this super skinny, super tall cheekbone protruding ex-model looking showoff. Like seriously she just got married and all she wears are tight clothes and high heels. Dude you're a teacher. But she seems quite nice. I sit with girls that don't talk so it's chill.

Math
Oh gosh. The most awkward class ever. Ever. No one ever talks and we just sit in silence like we're watching an amazing movie or something. My teacher raises his voice at random times, to get our attention or to get us to participate.

Chem:
Fun! We do labs almost everyday, and the teacher is old and kind of doesn't care. He's not the kind of teacher who cracks jokes and plays with students, he's more like, whatever-ish. Which is better. Also I found a nice group of friends and we chat a lot.

ISS:
Oh gosh. At first I thought the teacher was nice but she's that kind "you need to be responsible stop asking questions" type. Really. We're supposed to do class discussions, and she lectures non-stop so of course we have to ask question what she wants us to just write notes? Perk: I sit up front all alone which gives me an amazing view of the board.

Study Hall:
FANTASTIC. FUN FUN FUN.
I sit with the funnest group ever. The first time I had study hall I sat with a bunch of sophomores who ignored me, and behind me was this table of bitchy freshmen and I felt so unhappy.
But then I found this guy who's like super smart and approachable and his friends are so fun! It's like I come in and immediately my heart bursts into some cinco de mayo celebration complete with blood cell confetti

Spanish:
My Spanish teacher is like my sci teacher and the class is super fun. It's pretty small, like class of 20, and it's quite engaging.

Comp sci fundamentals:
The teacher lectures for forever but he seems like a sweet santa claus. It helps that he's quite smart and grandpa looking. Aww he looks so sweet and he's absolutely adorable.

Creative Writing
So. Useless.
But I'm stuck with this class unless I can switch. Unfortunately stupid me kept pushing it back and now it may be too late. Hear that kids? Don't be lazy. You scared to talk face to face? Email.

Oh and the worst technically not a class but occupies enough of my time to be counted as one,
Homeroom:
What the absolute goat cheese.
It's like they chose these bimbos and himbos and put them all in one class, then sprinkle a few fun but generally unreachable people. I managed to fall asleep today for activity period despite the cacophony caused by 5 (still skinnier and still wayy more popular plus maybe somewhat smart) girls boasting about their hair. It was funny. You could tell they just wanted to talk about themselves but still somewhat forced the pretense of this two-way convo. It was like girl 1 "boast boast me in JV hockey" "oh cool you going to the game tonight? I'm doing my hair omgzz my hair is so soft" "omgzz so is mine but it gets like gorgeous in the summer lolz"

And the bus ride to and from school is about an hour and thirty minutes long. Then add 15 mins of walking under the hot sun with this 2 kilo schoolbag for a mile.
However, in the morning it's quite comfy to fall asleep in, and the ride home I talk to my bud.
And there's this asian guy so we have our own asian convos ha.

I miss my middle school friends though. I texted them and they didn't reply.
Seriously.