No fun

So
Didn't get my neopets account back

Nothing worth mentioning really happened, except maybe I've made a few more friends.
So that's it.

I NEED TO SPAZZ

UHM HELLO IT'S NEOPET'S BDY TODAY
AND I'M ALMOST GETTING MY ACC BACK WTF
WTF EVEYHTING IS FREEEEEEEE
OMGGGG AND I'M GONNA MISS IT BY LIKE A WEEEEEK

A weekend worth bloggable????

Yes I'm blogging my weekend.
No I didn't go on a date.
No I didn't meet my soulmate.
No I didn't win a Nobel Prize or get all As.

Oh wow I'm such a downer.

I just had a nice weekend that's all.
Okay on a totally related note, I put glue on my nose to get rid of blackheads, and um, I just realised that sniffing glue makes you high. Although I can't really smell it, I kind of breathe weird now.

Anyway.
So my weekend started with Friday!
Slept for a little while which felt SO GOOD. Crashed onto the bed right after school without showering or anything which is quite gross, but I didn't go under the covers or anything.
Had fun skyping with my friend and almost, even played League until my comp crash heated.

Saturday went to see Skyfall which was actually pretty good. Not something I would stay to watch on t.v or online, but good big screen. How many are there now? Like 20?
This franchise is doing so good I can't even
Probably now gonna suck all the viewers from Cloud Atlas WHICH IS AMAZING BTW

It's 6 love stories (not purely romantic love there's friend love too) lasting 3 hours all for the price of one ticket. Gosh I love that movie so much lsk jsdg
The thing is it's not doing so good and critics are panning it which is dssajfs because everyone loves Looper. Wtf that movie was shit.

Hope Cloud Atlas gets more boost cause then they wouldn't make movies as amazing as that ever

I just got mindblown.
So researched the acting cast of Cloud Atlas and not only do several people play several roles (like Halle Berry as the news girl AND mystic white elite) the gay guy is the comp guy from Skyfall.
My mind just went whooosh
Because the Asian lover is the dude from 21 whaaaaat.
Do not look the same at all.

Oh look tangent.
Well watched movie Saturday, bought food.
And then most amazing thing happened.
I got 60th nationally for cyber foundations. That's pretty thrilling since I crammed half the material literally an hour before, then the other half during the test. hahaha Plus I beat these math 3 kids THE BEST FEELING EVER
Sunday lazed around and ALMOST mowed my lawn.
Monday lazed around and did homework BEFORE 6.
Amazing feat I know.

Right now I shall go exercise (Dude. Big deal right here)
And nice weekend was nice.

My computer's hinting

I use Chrome and recently my 8 most visited sites thing has changed, which it has not in a month or so.

Earlier today Tumblr was 5th, after being bumped from 6th, and now it's 4th. Either I go on Tumblr wayy too much (guilty) or I've been neglecting Blogger (guilty but no one reads so it's okay).

Well it's disturbing me so I'm trying to get blogger back to 4th without mindless clicking

AND THUS THIS POST IS BORN

Lack of coherence or planning and the fantastic bridges I've been building

Realised just now the reason I'm so unrealistic and "ridiculous" is because I take after my parents whom I love so very much but they really, really are unreliable
"Bu kao pu"

Been building not just pretty mahogany bridges on clouds but also on some stupid bridge maker and all of my creations are like 200k +++ and for the life of my smart- ass brain I just can't get anything better. 200k is like a failing grade stamped on my glorious life

Honestly my life isn't shit but I create so much unnecessary stupidity it just slowly rots away under my beautiful hands

I feel like I'm not good enough because even when someone says I am, my terrible, terrible brain thinks "Yeah, good enough only for you." And gosh I try to be nice but my ugly, mean personality just rips through all the masks and pretty silk veils with unclipped, gnarled fingernails

I promised myself to go to sleep 15 mins ago.

My grades are not good and I'm just a lazy sucker.
Bahh I have like seven bottles of water that are half- opened and half molding
LIKE MY LIFE

I don't even know what that means.
I guess I'm just lonely and I miss my sister.

I love you

I say I love you so much, and I never actually mean it
Half the time I'm trying to cheer someone up, to reassure them that I'm here, I'm here for you. I say I love you to make them feel better and I just say it because that's honestly all I can offer.
The other half I say I love you instead of I love you because they make me happy
And I say it too much and it loses it's meaning

This is blabbering now but I think I overstepped boundaries so everything's okay to do now and lsdddjfds I don't understand anything