Change

It's raining outside and for once the wind is actually coming through my side!
It seems that my room has become my safe haven once again.
Funny how things change so fast.
I remember loving my plants so, but now I keep forgetting to water them.
My pumpkins even have flowers now! I think they hate me, since when I went to touch the flowers it fell off in my hand as if to tell me to fuck off.
School is over now and wow, I actually miss everything about it except for one teacher and waking in the morning.
I don't know why but I keep stereotyping my high school as some nerdy, unhappening school. I don't know. I guess I've changed a lot too.
I think I'll miss my crazy friends and doing crazy things. Well, mostly watching them do crazy things.
I don't know. Somehow I've come to accept all sorts of wrong things to be normal.
Maybe before school starts next year I should try to see why my friends have so much fun doing what they do.