I'm a little jealous of those with like Aspergers or Autism. 

And psychopaths too.

I realised just now that I'm not actually different from my peers, I'm just not accepted. I want to be included in their social circles.

Those people, they don't care. Or they don't know. 

It would be nice not to experience cognitive dissonance, and not want to be part of something.

End point, I really don't like my classmates.

What a bunch of cracked shit already have friends/ not finding my jokes funny girls.

I don't like girls.