So here's how America crushed everything

A very suspicious man came to my door asking for job opportunities. When I came back from school about say FOUR hours ago he was scouring the frontal part of the neighbourhood. It takes me about 5 mins to walk from my house, and let's say there's about 20 houses and he spent 5 mins at each (I thinking wayy too highly of my neighbours; these people are cold and will shut the door in your face in a few secs) 20*5 = 100 that's slightly less than 2 hours.

The point of that really long kindergarten math problem is that this guy probably is trying to rob a house or something, because it's about burning hot scorching torrid out there right now, and no one's that persistent enough in looking for a job. And why the neighbourhoods? You would expect him to go to Walmart or something.

Okay completely side tracked.

Now that I'm considerably well rested I shall start the story of my first day of high school.

(Technically, it's only a half day for freshmen orientation but let's not split hairs)

My high school is a chartered school and basically the students are supposed to have an aptitude for the maths and sciences, but "supposed". I'm leaving it at that.

The impression I got from friends who are already in Charter is that it's killer nerdy and everything, no drama, all nerds, everyone's super nice.

Well I went in thinking I would actually be able to find someone intellectual and that the crowd would be totally different from the old people.

Not only did I have to walk 10 mins to the bus stop, and an extra 5 in heavy, heavy torrential downpour (it was like mother nature was weeping tears for all the crushed hopes and expectations) I had to wait there for 20 mins and when I got onto the bus, it was just a wave of people I did not expect to be in this school.

I mean those people were great but they're not Humbert Humbert or my dear petit prince.

Okay getting lazy now to finish up, so far I only know who's in my homeroom, but that's not a very pretty picture.

These two fat hoes just immediately developed a dislike for me like bitch I don't wanna be in your group either and I was nothing but polite bordering friendly to them. 

But you know me magnanimous Joanna will not stoop to their level. Anyway not worth it since I'm probably will only (please god yes) see them for 5 mins each day since hopefully they aren't in any of my other classes.

I know this sounds so stupid but I was hoping for so much, for once, and you know. This.

Add note. I've realised I really don't give a shit about these people (sorry to actual friends I made before the summer). Somehow with these 3 months of solitude and ANTM I am now somewhat a misanthrope. It's not something I've decided but really just feel. Today when I saw these people I didn't even think about what they wanted I just kind of killed all social behavior and keeping up this appearance of being their "normal". So if they actually stick by me and become friends with me, now at least I'll have friends I actually can relate to and be completely comfortable around who live in the same time zone as I do.

Also I'm going back into that phase where I really am giving up on making myself look decent. I want to just focus on my studies, get 4.0 GPA and participate in a few clubs. 

Honestly whenever I think of school now all the classmates are blocked out and I'm excited for classes. 

In fact I intro-ed myself 5 times today pretty sure that's enough social interaction for the century.

I have friend friends that are so completely in tune with me I doubt I'll find someone here like that.

End note.